Three Sisters

I have three sisters who I love so much but I do not get along with or I don't know enough to have any kind of relationship.

and my heart is broken.

I want to have the kind of relationship where we are best friends. Where the friendships that I have are nothing compared to my sisters.

Margaret and I say such hurtful things to each other or we don't say anything at all. We act like we want nothing to do with each other. We fight so much, seriously, I cry after every fight or during it. But I really love her, but our personalities are so different.

Alicia and Lesely are my birthsister and really I don't know them enough to be super close. But I wish they would show that they want a relantionship is too. Next month, it will be a year since we have talked. and man, it breaks my heart. I want to be sisters with them, I mean real sisters.

I just have to keep on praying. I just love them so much.